On July 30, 2020, the world lost a beautiful soul. My heart still trembles when I think of that day — the day I had to say goodbye forever to my beloved Brittany. She wasn’t just part of my life; she was my life, my comfort, my happiness, and my peace. Losing her felt like losing the light that guided my days.
Brittany was special in ways words can hardly describe. She had the kindest eyes — eyes that always seemed to understand even the things I never said aloud. Whether she was sitting quietly beside me or greeting me with her gentle warmth, she carried a presence that brought calmness to everyone around her. She was love in its purest form — simple, loyal, and endless.
Every memory I have with her feels like a soft dream I never wanted to wake from. The early mornings when she’d come close, her small movements filling the air with joy. The quiet evenings when she’d rest peacefully, reminding me that love doesn’t need words to be felt. Even the days that seemed ordinary became meaningful because she was there.
Now, the silence feels heavy. The places where she once stood or rested feel emptier. But even in that silence, I still feel her spirit. I can still sense her kindness in the wind, her laughter in the sound of the trees, her warmth in the sunlight that touches my face. She might not be here in body, but her love has never left me — it lives in every heartbeat, in every thought that whispers her name.
There are moments when the sadness feels too much, when the thought of not seeing her again brings tears that won’t stop. Yet even in that pain, I know she would want me to smile. She would want to be remembered not through sorrow, but through love. She gave me so much of it — freely, unconditionally — and I owe it to her to keep that love alive.
I often close my eyes and imagine her in a place where there is no pain, no fear, no sadness. Just peace. I see her surrounded by light, her spirit as bright as ever, free to roam in the eternal beauty of the heavens. That thought gives me strength.
Though we had to part, Brittany will forever remain my angel. She came into my life like a gentle breeze and left like a whisper, but the trace of her love will stay forever. She taught me that love never ends — it changes form, it becomes memory, it becomes the air you breathe when you think of someone you’ll never stop loving.
Goodbye, my love.
Rest peacefully, my sweet angel Brittany. You will always be part of me — my heart, my story, my forever. Until we meet again beyond the stars, I’ll carry you with me in every step, in every sunrise, in every breath.
💔🕊️ Forever in my heart, 30.07.20.
